What.It's like half the people I watch are. . .Well they're really good but. . .it's just 'wolf.' 'dragon.' 'wolf.' 'wonkily drawn anime character with bunny ears.' 'wolf.'
Srsly.
It's not everyone. It's just like. . . most of my watch list. I mean wolves are cool and all. But you'll never be one or hang out with them or see a real one. Everyone's into them. You aren't the first person to draw a ZOMG RED?!?!? wolf and you sure as hell won't be the last. It's. . . idk. Maybe I grew up. Maybe I dumbed down. Maybe life lost some of its sparkle and mystery somewhere along the way.
I'm not as good as I used to be. . .I don't do much besides doodle anymore, though I'm planning on working on a set of digital arts. If I ever finish any. Which I won't. Because I have work and school and I need to bring my GPA up to at least a 2.5. Which it isn't at right now. It will be by the end of this semester though, it HAS to be. So I can get into the school I need to.
I lost art talent. Where did it go? I look at stuff from like 2 or 3 years ago and it's so pretty and well done and I know I can't do anything on that level anymore.
Mostly I just draw monsters.
I did I still life. . .I should put that up.
Anyhow dA is a cool place to pick up art for my apartment when I get one! Which I am doing next fall semester. At which point I will cease to have free time until I graduate law school in 5 years.
. . .If this is still dA. . .it's the same colour but. . .
Eh. I guess I just need to trim my watch list. Care a little more. Maybe It's just a thing. That'll go away. I owe people art but every time I look at what I've begun it looks worse and more juvenile and pointless then the last time I looked at it. I can seriously look at something I did the day before and see nothing but a mess of anatomical mistakes and wonky body parts and. . . Idk. I'm never going to be great. I'm never even going to be good.
WYND I'm leaving you all my leftover art talents! For what it's worth. . .
Do you guys want to see my pointless endeavors? My random crap sketches and monsters and doodles?
Does anyone remember me? It's been so long. . . . . . . . .
Tired
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...Also, why IS all the oatmeal gone? =O
I wouldn't mind taking a gander. Random can have a purpose.
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certain people are called to draw certain things at certain times in their life. lately i'm all PONY PONY PONY but in a lil bit i'll be SKETCH SKETCH SKETCH then DIGITAL DIGITAL DIGITAL and never at the right time to be paid for any of it. but it makes me happy.
i think perhaps as all things go you are in a cycle. it's not an artistic one and that's ok. take a break, concentrate where you need to concentrate. we're not all meant to be great artists, or good artists, or even not half bad artists. we're here to love life and embrace the challenges and chances given.
so embrace what is in front of you. i won't forget you. *huggles*
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You can keep your talent because I haven't drawn anything semi decent since last summer.
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but you don't often hear of us ones in between."
I like your ponies! They're actually decent and not like. . . everyone elses ideas recycled 5000 times over.
And it's like. . . GAWD. The actual decent artists never get and attention b/c some OMG GUY WHO CAN HOLD A PENCIL drew NARUTO and even if it looks like wonky crap it's gonna get more views then my GALLERY. It's frustrating and I know thats not what art is about, but I get so run down when I post something and don't get any comments because it's not OMG from a TV SHOW and I don't have like a fandom of random 12 year olds who helplessly follow me around. . .
idk. I've been on a break from art for like 3 years now. I wish I could still do it but. . . idk. Nothing comes out right. . . I want to get back into it, I really do, but I tried drawing my ponies this week and couldn't even manage that. . . I've worked SO HARD for SO LONG to be half decent. I've spent years trying to do what my friends have been doing since the first time they picked up a pencil. I just want to think my art is okay.
It doesn't matter I suppose. . .
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Thats not art, thats just annoying - Squidward
I guess I'm really tired of not being good enough.
I'll toss up some old stuff and some monsters though.
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